i think i'll be on the naughty list this year..... sigh.
{ 14:47
i can sing this to my exams
You either got it Or you don't You either stand or you fall When your will is broken When it slips from your hand When there's no time for joking There's a hole in the plan
Oh you don't mean nothing at all to me No you don't mean nothing at all to me But you got what it takes to set me free Oh you could mean everything to me
I can't say that I'm not lost and at fault I can't say that I don't love the light and the dark I can't say that I don't know that I am alive And all of what I feel I could show You tonight you tonight
{ 14:33
Monday, 23 November 2009
this too, will pass.
ehh i got something to confess
1) i have a sudden realisation that i think i look like a man from some angle. lmao. my strong jawline, broad and strong-looking shoulders (omg am i complimenting myself or what??? feels weird comparing the similarities between me and a man. LOL.), and i have muscles? wow. what did i do and eat to get them. LOL. no wonder there are people who said i am v man in sec sch. sometimes i think like a man too. hahaha. and there was a time i wish i was a man. but now, i think i am very happy being who i am. (: cheerios!
2) i have a feeling that people whom are attracted to each other (romantically most of the times) resemble each other. oh well research have shown that as well, but of course, in every case there are exceptions.
3) it's wonderful to know that the most handsome man in the world actually supports me to stay in hall....and saying how important cca is crucial for my holistic development. sometimes, i really do appreciate his unorthodox opinions.
4) two people i know have birthdays on 2 May 1990. and so coincidentally, both of them arent on friendly terms with me. hahah. oh both of them duno each other. oh well things happen.
5) 10 days to last paper
i've been thinking of what i want to do already
probably go overseas, hk. do something crazy: ranges from having 5 piercings to shopping the whole day i wanna bring my family to eat sakae i will probably try to bust those flabs, it's quite scary to see my body inflat and deflat sometimes hahah. i need to curb my enthusiasms for chocs, caffeine and fine carbohydrates. lol.
6) wah piang just check my nxt sem timetable i duno if they stream my tut classes anyway i wanna complain sia wah seh my friday only got one lecture and is at 1530-1630 wahpiang wah piang wah piang
okay la my wed is free..... but i rather fri free then wed gt something weird wahpiang. !@#$% maybe going to crash lecture A..
7) i duno why i am feeling so slack.....sometimes i wonder if it's my course or just myself.....hahahhaha. the could haves and would haves if i were somewhr else. i am tired of fighting. it's not because of nothing. i am just pure l-a-z-y.
tired of fighting to be the top. tired of trying to aim so high. sick and tired of underperformance. test anxiety? stress? luck? i am sick of hearing that. i am just pure pure pure lazy.
sometimes i feel like screaming.....go away, i will just laze around. and do my thing.
im just sick and tired of being sick and tired.
so what if i stay up late. so what? if im in hall i will be staying up late now. but if i want to study, even if the whole world plays, i will be studying.
{ 22:53
Sunday, 22 November 2009
!hotmess
finally found one that is less explicit... i think clubbing songs are all quite M18 if u noe what i mean well. that's happens to be the min age requirement for club entry as well.
perhaps you might think that i am nt what i was
perhaps
but then again i just wanna say i like club music because there are always as straightforward as they seem like for this i think that it's actually quite motivating in some sense
eg.excerpts from the lyrics
I want the best and the best things in life are free You can have it all Anything you want you can make it yours Anything you want in the world
What you get is exactly what you give Never really know until you try We're so ahead of this Got this she wolf appetite.. You know the way it works dont be afraid to ask Aim high when the target is low
after seeing the ups and downs of life i believe that we can achieve whatever we want in life no matter how impossible we just have to put in enough effort some things are just more difficult for u as compared to other people hey the world is unfair, yes? no matter how unfair, there's one thing i feel is always fair. each of us has only 24 hours in one day. no more, no less. no matter how smart, stupid, ugly, pretty, rich, poor he thinks he is. and wouldnt it be nice if all our hard work will commensurate the achievements? it's just a struggle.
and after sometime you look back u realise some things what you thought were really important at that point of time are not as equally important now it's funny isn't it?
im living life now not as sober perhaps i have chosen it to be perhaps it's an excuse. i find that struggles in life are meaningless, and yet so inevitable.
so what's the conclusion? perhaps when i live till the last day of my life, i will understand...
LYRICS :
[Timbaland] How you doin Im Mr Mos Im back
[Shakira] Timb are you on it Timb are you on it Give me some Is this what you wanted? Is this what you wanted? Oh
[Lil Wayne] Uh Waynes World Im the cashier I change girls You can go up my crane girl And Ima go down that drane girl Hu ah midnight cowboy My flows a dog, down boy Ha my girl is a queen And she do what I say and I say what I mean Then I give it to her uncut Shakira, swing them hips like nun chucks Now, give it to me I want the best and the best things in life are free
[Shakira - Chorus] You can have it all Anything you want you can make it yours Anything you want in the world Anything you want in the world (Give it up to me)
Nothing too big or small Anything you want you can make it yours Anything you want in the world Anything you want in the world (Give it up to me)
What you get is exactly what you give Never really know until you try Were so ahead of this Got this she wolf appetite that keeps me up all night You know the way it works dont be afraid to ask Aim high when the target is low FYI Im ready to go People say men are just like kids Never saw a kid behave like this
What you give is exactly what you receive So put me in a cage and lock me away and ill play the games that you want me to play
[Chorus]
Hey can we go by walking Or do you prefer to fly All of the roads are open In your mind In your life Give it up to me
Hey can we go by walking Or do you prefer to fly All of the roads are open In your life In your life Give it up to me
[Timbaland] Hey lil lady Whats your plan Say lil mama Come take a ride jump in
[Shakira] Hey there baby Whats on your mind Dont need approval tonight, tonight Give it up..
{ 11:06
“Don't wait until everything is just right. It will never be perfect. There will always be challenges, obstacles and less than perfect conditions. So what. Get started now. With each step you take, you will grow stronger and stronger, more and more skilled, more and more self-confident and more and more successful.”
"Disciplining yourself to do what you know is right and important, although difficult, is the high road to pride, self-esteem, and personal satisfaction. "
new songs
When the cats come out the bats come out to playy Yeahh In the morning after The dawn is here, be gone be on your wayy Yeahh In the morning after
lol hot mess by cobrastarship to think that there are people who finds people who get wasted attractive..... ah well.
i love telephone by lady gaga toooo!!!
i had a series of weird dreams hahahaha guess it's stress bah lalalallala.
11 more days to the endddddd, then i can sing this yay
Cause Ill be dancin Cause Ill be dancin Tonight Im not takin no calls, cause Ill be dancin!.