Sunday, 15 November 2009






Verse 1:
Someone once told me that you have to choose
What you win or lose
You can't have everything
Don't cha take chances

Might feel the pain
Don't cha love in vain
Cause love won't set you free

I could stand by the side
And watch this life pass me by
So unhappy
But safe as could be

Chorus:
So what if it hurts me?
So what if I break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge
My feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear my sound
Don't care about all the pain in front of me
Cause I'm just trying to be happy, yeah
Just wanna be happy, yeah

Verse 2: (to liz)
Holding on tightly
Just can't let it go
Just trying to play my role
Slowly disappear, ohh
All these days I feel like they're the same
Just different faces, different names
Get me outta here
I can't stand by your side, ohh no
Watch this life pass me by, pass me by

Bridge:
So and it's just that I can't see
The kind of stranger on this road
But don't say victim
Don't say anything



{ 14:31

Friday, 13 November 2009




it's friday night.

it is no doubt that i have countless things that i am not pleased with myself and things around me, right at this moment. and thinking about them just makes me wither and shrink in the night of deafening silence.

and yet, i try to brush these ugly thoughts aside and remind myself of the joys that i am so fortunate to have in my life.

i am just an adolescent girl, growing up too quickly.


{ 21:44

Thursday, 12 November 2009

what i do when i am bored studying!




I just want to be with you
Cause living is so hard to do
When all I know is trapped inside your eyes

The future I cannot forget
This aching heart ain't broken yet
Oh God I wish I could make you see

Cause I know this flame isn't dying
So nothing can stop me from trying

Baby you know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
Cause I ain't giving up on love
You know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
Cause I ain't giving up on love
No I ain't giving up on us








Sweetest Song ever since Lucky (Jason Mraz) i thought

Boys Like Girls- Two Is Better Than One ft. Taylor Swift Full HQ w/ Lyrics




I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life
And I thought hey
You know this could be something
'Cause everything you do and words you say
You know that it all takes my breath away
And now I'm left with nothing

So maybe it's true, that I can't live without you
Well maybe two is better than one
There's so much time, to figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two, is better than one

I remember every look upon your face,
The way you roll your eyes, the way you taste
You make it hard for breathing
'Cause when I close my eyes and drift away
I think of you and everythings okay
And finally now, we're leaving

And maybe it's true, that I can't live without you
Well maybe two is better than one
There's so much time, to figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two, is better than one

Yeah, yeah

I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life
And I thought hey

Maybe it's true, that I can't live without you
Maybe two is better than one
There's so much time, to figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking

Oooh I can't live without you
'Cause baby two is better than one
There's so much time, to figure out the rest of my life
And I've figured out with all that's said and done
Two, is better than one



I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life
And I thought hey
You know this could be something
'Cause everything you do and words you say
You know that it all takes my breath away
And now I'm left with nothing

So maybe it's true, that I can't live without you
Well maybe two is better than one
There's so much time, to figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two, is better than one

I remember every look upon your face,
The way you roll your eyes, the way you taste
You make it hard for breathing
'Cause when I close my eyes and drift away
I think of you and everythings okay
And finally now, we're leaving

And maybe it's true, that I can't live without you
Well maybe two is better than one
There's so much time, to figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two, is better than one

Yeah, yeah

I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life
And I thought hey

Maybe it's true, that I can't live without you
Maybe two is better than one
There's so much time, to figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking

Oooh I can't live without you
'Cause baby two is better than one
There's so much time, to figure out the rest of my life
And I've figured out with all that's said and done
Two, is better than one


{ 18:05

Wednesday, 11 November 2009

Russian Roulette




Russian roulette (Russian: Русская рулетка, Russkaya ruletka) is a potentially lethal game of chance in which participants place a single round in a revolver, spin the cylinder, place the muzzle against their head and pull the trigger. "Russian" refers to the supposed country of origin of the game and roulette to the element of risk-taking and the spinning of the revolver's cylinder being reminiscent of spinning a roulette wheel.

The form of the game can be as varied as the participants or their motives (displays of bravado, boredom, suicide, pure stupidity, etc.), but typically a single round is placed in a six-shot revolver resulting in a 1/6 (or approximately 16.67%) chance of the revolver discharging the round. Regardless of any player's position in the shooting sequence, his initial odds are the same as for all other players. The revolver's cylinder can either be spun again to reset the game conditions, or the trigger can be pulled again. Using revolvers with fewer chambers or increasing the number of rounds are variations that increase the risk of being killed in any given round of play.






omg i love this song

Rihanna Russian Roulette new single from the wait is ova with lyrics music video

Take a breath, take it deep
Calm yourself, he says to me
If you play, you play for keeps
Take a gun, and count to three
Im sweating now, moving slow
No time to think, my turn to go

[Chorus ]
And you can see my heart beating
You can see it through my chest
And Im terrified but Im not leaving
Know that I must must pass this test
So just pull the trigger

Say a prayer to yourself
He says close your eyes
Sometimes it helps
And then I get a scary thought
That hes here means hes never lost

(Chorus)

As my life flashes before my eyes
Im wondering will I ever see another sunrise?
So many wont get the chance to say goodbye
But its too late too pick up the value of my life


{ 17:40

Tuesday, 10 November 2009

To all FRESHIES =D who are studying yr1 esp my besties!









Fifteen- Taylor Swift

You take a deep breath and you walk through the doors
It's the morning of your very first day
You say hi to your friends you ain't seen in a while
Try to stay out of everybody's way
It's your freshman year and your gonna be here
For the next four years in this town
Hoping one of those senior boys will wink at you and say
You know I haven't seen you around, before


Cause when your fifteen and
Somebody tells you they love you
Your gonna believe them

And when your fifteen feeling like
There's nothing to figure out
Well, count to ten, take it in this life before you know
Who your gonna be
Fifteen

You sit in class next to a redhead named Abigail
And soon enough your best friends
Laughing at the other girls who think their so cool
We'll be out of here as soon as we can
And then your on your very first date
And he's got a car
And your feeling like flying
And your mama's waiting up and your thinkin he's the one
And your dancing round your room when the night ends
When the night ends

Cause when your fifteen and
Somebody tells you they love you
Your gonna believe them

When your fifteen and your first kiss
Makes your head spin round, but
In your life you'll do things greater than
Dating the boy on the football team
But I didn't know at fifteen

When all you wanted was to be wanted
Wish you could go back and tell yourself what you know now

Back then I swore I was gonna marry him someday
But I realized some bigger dreams of mine
And Abigail gave everything she had to a boy
Who changed his mind
And we both cried


Cause when your fifteen and
Somebody tells you they love your gonna believe them
And when your fifteen
Don't forget to look before you fall
I've found time can heal most anything
And you just might find who your supposed to be

I didn’t know who I was supposed to be at fifteen

La la la la la la la la la la
la la la la la la la la la la
La la la la la la

Your very first day
Take a deep breath girl
Take a deep breath as you walk through the doors


{ 13:03